e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

BACK AT ONE
By:Brian McKnight

It's undeniable that we should be together.
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never.
The basis you need to know,
if you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real,
If all things in time,
time will reveal,
yeah.

Chorus:
One, you're like a dream come true,
Two, just wanna be with you,
Three, girl it's plain to see,
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three,
Five, make you fall in love with me,
If ever I believe my work is done,
Then I'll start back at one.

So incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cuz you know you got the keys to my heart cuz.

Repeat Chorus:

Say farewell to the darkened nights,
I see the coming of the sun.
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and bring life into the lonely heart of mine.
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time.

Repeat chorus:

-message from fu-
=)

shAnz
3:08 AM

Find the person who will love you because of your differences and not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life.
=)

shAnz
5:01 AM

-love's in the air-

shAnz
3:54 PM

"Somewhere over the Rainbow"
David Choi - *awesome*

shAnz
11:41 PM

For You, I Will.

"Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you, how much i feel about you."

shAnz
12:11 AM

Happy Valentines' Day!

shAnz
12:29 AM

If people dont laugh at your goals,
It simply means they are not big enough...

shAnz
12:19 AM

= lala n me; 2003-2007 =

*thAnks fu*
=)

shAnz
9:40 PM

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

shAnz
2:04 AM

Ai Qing - Aaron Kwok

dedication from BB

shAnz
11:33 PM

I walked in Coles after work + dinner with Lala..
and as I moved down the isle to grab a folder
to improve on my "collateral management" ..

I noticed bunnies at the corner of my eyes..
Its.. Heritage's..

1st reaction; I grabbed the bunny and tilted it upside down
"Best before: 30th September 08"
*awwww*
THAT was made n packaged when I was there!
I set the expiry dates..
I fixed the label printer..
I weighed that bunny..
made sure it was 50g+-
I tested its chocolate temperature, and
seen it moulded and cooled and packaged..
sigh..

I do..miss.. HERITAGE =(

Just almost immediately, I grab one of those neatly foiled
bunnies and paid of it. . .
Its just something I won't forget ever..
Although I left Heritage on my own account,
sometimes I would still reflect and took a sec to think,
"Where would I be at the end of the year if I'm still @ Heritage's QA today?"

I know its stupid but nah.
Its over.
My bad, I always do that.. i look back and i ponder..
=_=''

Well.. good news is,
I have learnt to start to pick myself up again and again
I mean it. .
I admit its very difficult now at the start..
But I am trying my best
no matter what..
I will and I Must reach my Goals.
Couple of things I learnt at work today,
I have to maintain positive attitude
And have Expectations.

Its so interesting how these words vary
"Hope", "Try" and "Expect"

I hope to get H1
I try to get H1
I expect to get H1

See what's the impact? Get what I mean?

=)

Also, ther's been few debates lately
1) Does Destiny = (equals) Happiness?

- Someone didn't. Strongly believed its Commitment = Happiness
- He thinks destiny is crap
- He feels one can fall in love with a 60 year old woman even! - as long as he bothers to commit
- When asked if he can do that, he kept quiet for 10 seconds
- I take it a no

- I dont agree. I believe its a combination.
- If its meant to be its meant to be = fate
- If ur fate is there in front of u, u have to commit to make it work anws

- We debated long enough for me to came up with the logic Dad told me
- There are 2 types of destiny; gd & bad (duh)
- Well its true, 2 persons may be destined together, but that doesnt mean that they WILL be happy. aint it?
- Anws, I rest my case

2) Someone said, you will draw an abnormal reaction if u're ard someone you love;
basically it means you will not be ur normal self. *duh*

- He thinks that with that person, you will be abnormal because you would be talking high and basically everything under the sky.
- You wont think about work, nor money, nor the weather..
- Just blanked out at the top of ur head

-I think that is weird, because if ure ard someone you love,
ure supposed to be perfectly normal.
- You should be at most comfy, most relaxed, will talk about everything yes.. but high? 0.0

haa.. So aniwaes,
its just at the top of my head..
pardon my long winded entry

Women's from Venus and Men's from Mars..
How true. . .

shAnz
9:35 PM